too many online blogs I have.... and no time. That was a bad choice on my part, so much for trying. lol what am I doing? I don't think I can be quick about it....

-sleeping... hmm yeah, then answering e-mails it seems.
-Playing world of warcraft.... well, sometimes. I use to do it quite a lot, then stopped then I'm trying to get back into it.
-as always trying to maintain a balance within my life. I was doing it.... quite nicelly back in fall of last year. >_<
-school... yeah school. It's pretty cool some times, but then it's school. had a BBQ last wednesday with my class at the state park. Riley, my teacher frink'in rocks!! Jeff even showed up. Then eveyone beat each other senseless with buffer swords! woot! Plus I went swimming, which was very enjoyable ^^
-job interview tomor-I mean today.... I should be a sleep >_<
-my dad just has some yuckie relationship things happening to him right now. I tried not to talk as much.
-car trouble crazyness! so, I just bloodly ended up with a new car... guess I had a saving bond that was mine. no idea where it came from. so, yeah new car! weeeh! X_x; my real dad helped me out with a bit of my new car. He got lots of money but dang it! I feel like crying... when I think about my dad sometimes, I wish he didn't help me. I guess I've become rather protective of my dad, even though I've we've had our toubles in the past, I love him. ^^ my daddy.
- some drama happened with a D&D group I was with. just too many things I didn't like and disagreed apon, view wise and so forth, with one of the players. I wanted to quit after the frist time things got tense to me, but I didn't, I choose to listen to the GM, who wanted me to stay. Just compaired to other things going on, and how things were progressing... it seemed like a whole lot of bullcrap in the end so it's better to say srew it. blahh, sail la ve. I hope my friend Ron is okay about it though. He is the one who introduced me and I feel bad for him having to deal with any of that.
-several others things: power outage, internet downage quite a lot, same old computer acting strange and slow, random wired other things that normally wouldn't be giving me a hard time are....

ppls
-hmm need to see if Court is still around at his number, he was last week I guess... as I called it and the person said he was living there again but he just wasn't there. I just told the guy, to tell Court that I called. The plan was to call back again... that ended up not happening, weeeh drama the rest of the day. sorry =/
-where are you brett? >_< I haven't heard from you! ...maybe he's busy with he's new job. I need to come back to the group at his house on Saturdays... =X
-I haven't see Robert, Jackie, Gerget, Darrin, etc. everyone at the house for a while. Jackie's very nice to me. Robert I gotta hang out with again. it can be very relaxing beening over there sometimes. ^^
-corey, we gotta look at fixing your costume and doing something! 8o)
-hanging out with Ryan a lot. Been fun, been rather supportive just by him being so interested in simplly hanging out. ^^ hopefully will get his costume done by the last weekend of Ren Faire. We both been busy <_>
-I miss you stacy and my old world of darkness gaming group. rock'zor Rogar.
-my friends I love you, I hope some time I will see you again.


I think what got me to write this entry was because I'm depressed again. many other things that stack up that I think finally is hitting me... perhaps I'll gett good nights sleep tonight, now that I've written about it... when I get sleep! XD Handling it like hard rock though, or somethings at least. I don't want it to effect my school work, saddly, I think it is though. =/
the simple phase "just keep swimming" is stuck in my head from that movie finding nemo. lol very cute.

"when life gives you a lemon... make lemonade" I told this to my dad... and which in turn he told this to me recently. I didn't fully understand it's meaning until he talked to me about it though.